February 2009
my future
Heaven and I are going to join clown college some day soon. We thought it would be interesting, even if I do hate clowns. There is a two week program in New York for like 1,700$ or something, SO ONE DAY WE WILL.
Anyways .. what else is new.. hm.. nothing really.
Everyone is getting their college acceptance letters, and I still haven’t gotten one day. That makes me a little miserable.
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January 2009
Its funny how true these things are.
When Scorpio and Aquarius make a love match, it is a fusion of two very different life philosophies and many very different needs. There is much chance for friction here. Where Scorpio faces their inner emotional world directly and with an intense energy, thinking deeply about the more hidden undercurrents of life, Aquarius takes that same sort of energy and turns it outward. With their unusual,...
The conversation of choice last night:
was chemistry. I found is really adorable to say the least. I don’t know, its weird, but being with a brilliant guy is a huge turn on. Of course the conversations drifted off into cute subtle things about our relationship. We’re both diatomic, I love my tungsten. I know I’m lame, its okay. Anyways; heaven wants me to do one sort of sort of not nude photo for her photography...
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Im sitting next to heaven. Fucking around with the wii. How many more months until im out of new york? Too many.
Well
So I guess we’re not talking now? Its whatever, im not making an attempt. I tried last night.
Dear winter
go away before I freeze. Is that too much too ask? I just want to be on a beach in a bathing suit complaining about how hot it is. AND NOW YOU MAKE IT SNOW, well this is just great, i ask for one thing, you give me the oppisite. yes, i do like somethings about winter, being warm under my blanket, my birthday, christmas, and of course holiday cheer, but its just too cold. please, lets hurrry this...
At the end of the day
I know I have amazing friends that will always be there for me when I need them. Friends fight, that’s life. It’ll never change how much I love them.
25) NOT WARNING HER BEFORE YOU CLIMAX.
Sperm tastes like sea water mixed with egg white. Not everybody likes it. When she’s performing oral sex, warn her before you come so she can do what’s necessary.
This morning
i almost got into a car accident :(
I feel like a belong.
Today I walked down the hill between 8th and 7th street ( I believe) & it was covered in ice. The path leading into 7/11 was the only piece of pavement people didn’t slide on as they walked on it. It may sound weird, but at that moment, I finally felt as if I belonged in a group, a group of half awake zombies walking into 7/11 every morning. I know who to expect too see, what they buy,...
Im glad someoneeeeee;
Is actually doing something for the shakedown.. :( As for me, im waiting to here about these interviews.
In the basement:
lives my cousin Daniel ( in the white shirt ). His shirts get mixed in with mine.
I think
my sister is dead …. o.O
KNOCK ON WOOD.
but honestly..
I will keep you updated on this.
FALSE ALARM.
i have too much time on my hands
I paint my walls with pictures from magizines. I dress up and pretend I am a Barbie Doll. I lay down and listen to music and think about my baby. I go on rants around the house about how I’m overly creative and I have no way to express it and if I was put into a box I would explode like confetti.
I think I need a job.
i want to watch igby goes down again.
Igby: You think you’re what he wants? You think you fit the picture of how he wants his life to look? You think he would bring you back to our mother as a potential wife? Our mother? Sure she’d be nice to your face, but then the first opportunity, she’d pull him aside and warn him off. “Mongrel children have such a hard time fitting in dearest.” He will lie to you. He...
And the pills go down and get you higher
humans.
gah. im going to lock myself in the bathroom and cry
“I really did try to kill myself… right before I faked it.”
– Sean Bateman
Holy 2 years batman.
All I have to say is a lot of people come in and out of my life, and I could honestly careless, but I am so happy that he stayed through these last two extremely crazy years. If you’re my friend, you know too well im really hard to put up with, so imagine having to stick with me for two years with a smile on your face haha. But im very grateful to whatever higher being there is for blessing...
All I want.
Some time with people, you know? But that’s obviously too much to ask.
I really do not understand how somebody can fall asleep that way. She was in the middle of watching real chance of love with heaven and I, I look into the mirror, and I see that. I guess its a tiring job being an annoying new 10 year old.
Updated Bracelet post!
joellamarano:
theshakedown:
Hey everyone! Alright so we are selling bracelets for The Shakedown. Pretty much all the money is as if you are donating to us. It all goes straight to The Shakedown, and us bringing new products, being able to do tours such as Bamboozle and Warped Tour! More to come soon! Currently they are $5 each! Click the color to purchase! Pink
Black Teal Purple [Oh...
